Koby James Seiber

In Loving Memory of:
Koby James Seiber

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Well I can't say Koby has much of a history. He was stillborn at 41weeks and is forever in my heart but as far as his family goes, he is an only child. His father was not around. He has four aunts and one uncle. He was a very anticipated little baby. He was my parents first grandson and they only have one granddaughter.

Oh my gosh in his short little life he accomplished so very much. He changed me in every aspect possible. I am no longer an innocent as I was, I know that anything is possible, even losing a child. I love much deeper now too, I can't say I ever felt anything as strong as the love I felt for him. I want so badly now to change the world instead of follow everyone else, and I want to do it for him.I never take a moment I have with someone for granted you never know when it their last...or your last. I never dreamed of children until him and now I can't seem my life without those nine months I spent with him. Before Koby I was so immature and irresponsible, but now I can say that I am an adult, a mother, and Koby gave me that. Being a mother with all the pain is still the greatest gift I have ever recieved. My family is much closer because of him. Tragedy always brings people closer and it did just that with my family. His short life changed me and my family in soo many ways.

Koby, I found this poem and though of us.
my mom is a survivor
or so I've heard it said
but I can hear her crying at night
when all the others are in bed
I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand
she doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand
but like the sands on the beach
that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom
who thinks of me each day
she wears a smile for others
a smile of disguise!
but through heavens door I see
tears flowing from her eyes
my mom copes with death
to keep my memory alive
but anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive
as I watch over my surviving mom
through heavens open door...
I try to tell her that Angels
protect me forever more
I know that doesn't help her...
or ease the burden she bears
so If you get the chance
go see her
and show her that you care
no matter what she feels
my surviving mom has a broken heart
that time will never heal

That is how I vision you Little man. I see you watching over me, helping me through this because Lord knows that without you I wouldn't have made it this far. I love you so very much. You are my heart,my soul, my happiness. even in death you are still the most important person ever to come into my life. you left a hole in my heart when god took you.but the imprint of your little life is forever in my soul Mommy

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Jessica Seiber
2507 214th St. N.
Port Byron, IL.

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